poem

One night I cried to Jesus as I sat beneath the trees.

I looked into the open sky and hoped He'd answer me.

I'm lost dear Lord. I've traveled far but still I seam to roam.

Please light the way and lead me, Lord. I need to get back home.

I told him of my burdens and of the sadness in my heart-

That from His gracious love I'd never felt so far apart.

Why did you take my child, Lord? I cannot understand!

No longer can I touch her face or hold her tiny hand.

I'm angry, Lord. I'm missing her. I'm drowning in my sorrow.

Please help to heal my yesterday's and face each new tomorrow.

It was then I heard her gentle voice and I felt her presence near.

How I wanted so to hold her as I cried another tear.

She said, "Mommy, "I 'm an angel now, my spirit will be free.

I'm an angel now in heaven, so please don't cry for me.

I was chosen by our Lord above and now I'm in his care.

When you need me, look inside your heart. I promise to be there.

No one can ever take away our bond with one another

For I'll always be your precious child, as you will be my mother.

So if you cannot find your way or the road to home seems so far,

Just look up into the Heavens and I'll be you guiding star."

She said, "Mommy, I'm an angel now, my spirit will be free.

I'm an angel now in Heaven, no need to cry for me."

~Janice Henshaw~

A letter from an angel

Mommy,

Please don't be so sad,

I miss you so much too.

It's beautiful here where I am

But I worry a lot about you.

I sleep with the angels watching over me

There's only love up here...

I'm never lonely or afraid,

'Cause God's so very near.

I walk with Jesus every day

He's very kind and sweet.

Don't worry Mommy: He holds my hand

When we cross a golden street.

I never cry or hurt myself

I see my Great Grandma everyday.....

I play and laugh and sing a lot

And I hear you when you pray.

Please Mommy, don't be mad at God

You see, he loves me too.

And even though you're not here with me,

I'm really still with you.

From: http://www.krabbes.com/haleys_hope/the_poem_page.htm

*~R.I.P baby bug~* (warning: Graphic image attached)

We have lost baby bug. At 9pm on Wednesday night i started to spot, i knew it was over. My very good friend Ellen drove me to the hospital and they did a number of tests on me. they said everything looked okay but it was a threatened miscarriage. the next morning i started to really bleed and cramp. Thursday night around 9pm i passed what looked like a tiny little body.. i put it on a piece of toilet paper and showed it to hubby who also thought it looked like that. My heart is in pieces.. My rainbow baby is gone and no one could stop it or prevent it. I have included a pic of the piece of toilet paper with the tiny body on it. i know its probably gross and may not look like anything to anyone else.. but i know thats my baby.