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Friday, June 1, 2012

*~R.I.P baby bug~* (warning: Graphic image attached)

We have lost baby bug. At 9pm on Wednesday night i started to spot, i knew it was over. My very good friend Ellen drove me to the hospital and they did a number of tests on me. they said everything looked okay but it was a threatened miscarriage. the next morning i started to really bleed and cramp. Thursday night around 9pm i passed what looked like a tiny little body.. i put it on a piece of toilet paper and showed it to hubby who also thought it looked like that. My heart is in pieces.. My rainbow baby is gone and no one could stop it or prevent it. I have included a pic of the piece of toilet paper with the tiny body on it. i know its probably gross and may not look like anything to anyone else.. but i know thats my baby.


13 comments:

(Loving the large famiy said...

I woould like to say Im so sorry for your loss. I lost to babies both around 9 weeks also. No words can describe the pain u feel no matter what stage in pregnancy u are. I too was able to see my baby and it was beautiful just like yous is to you. Hugs to you and your family.

The Any Key said...

I am so, so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage 7 years ago. It is not easy. I think the picture is your beautiful baby. My heart goes out to you. It isn't gross at all. Thank you for having the ability to share your rainbow baby with us. Sending you hugs and prayers.
Heather

Rhiannon said...

Oh sweetheart I am so so so sorry :(

I lost my son when he was 6 1/2 weeks old. I have never lost a pregnancy, but i know losing a child all hurts the same. your bug will be loved just the same :)

keep that baby in your heart always, right where she belongs. everyone loves him/her <3

my prayers are with your family. may your heart heal quickly <3

Raquel~Marie said...

When i see your photo, I see a heart. I took a familiar photo when we lost our sweet one at 7.5 weeks.
My heart goes out to you and your little family. And my prayers are with you. May god help you throughout your healing process.

Anonymous said...

my deepest condolences to all of you. But have you considered a surrogate mother? maybe that way you can get your big family and you dont go thru this again?? ijs

sarah said...

I'm so sorry that you are going through this heartache it must be the hardest thing to face...love and peace <3

Unknown said...

I'm so so sorry... I know there is nothing anyone can say to make it better. Just know that you are not alone.

Just ignore this if this is something you don't want to hear right now but... My advice is don't give up. After 2 miscarriages, I am finally pregnant again, and just crossed into the second trimester. Things are looking good for this one, and I'm so thankful I didn't give up.

Anonymous said...

Loosing a fetus is not an easy thing. We lost our 18weeker due to medical complications. They ran tests before, during, and after and still couldnt explain why and how come. It was not an easy experience as I grieved...(we did have 3 already). Scared to go through it again, though the docs said its a very rare possibility, we didnt want to get pregnant again. I took the pill faithfully and the day our lil one was supposed to enter this world...something told me to take the test. I was in denial & didnt want to b/c there was just no way. Test was positive! I was 3 months along. A blessing I say and a gift fr above. God had other plans for us I guess. And in that same month I read a book: heaven is real by tod burpo...and that's when I came to peace and found closure. Keep praying, ask and stay positive! Good luck :)

Anonymous said...

Oh my gosh, this is so sad! God bless you and that tiny baby. RIP baby Bug

Elizabeth said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

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Anonymous said...

Sorry for your loss. I just passed something exactly like your photo. Last month my period was very light so I wouldn't have been surprised if I was pregnant. Sure enough this month I had a very heavy period and passed what looks exactly like your picture. It difficult for me to say that I had a loss. I'm experiencing this on my own, I don't want my husband to get emotional about this, it's too much to handle right now. When I started to make out physically what was what I just had to leave it be Best wishes to you. .

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