Friday, October 7, 2011
Bad News
So, i Got some bad news today from the doctor, I went to have a check up and they had to do an EKG on my heart because i have been having chest pains and Dizziness. Well, after the EKG the came back in and told me it was abnormal, and are sending me to a cardiologist. Then she is sending me to a OB/Gyn the same week to have some tests ran on my uterus because of my endometriosis. Ohh life just keeps throwing stuff at me! My dr. and i discussed Gracie as well, because i want to know if there's any way they can know what caused her to go to heaven. She said if the endo was severe when i got pregnant then that could have caused it. So, Hopefully things will go well in a couple of weeks with all these dr. apts. I just pray every night that everything comes out ok, and even if it doesn't then i know i have someone waiting for me on the other end.. Gracie, Mommy loves you sweetie, send me fairy dust and angel kisses to keep me strong for your daddy and sissy.. I love you Sweetheart! ♥♥♥
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Heather I wish I was closer and I'd give a big hug. I went through it with no one and no support and I believe that's what kick started my ppd all over. Everyone kept telling me it was nothing or that it happened for a reason or that it wasn't a baby. And I almost believed them, if not for the fact that I heard her heartbeat and I had made plans, names, etc. I knew that she was my baby and I just wanted someone to hug me and say it was going to be ok. No one did and even though I can't drive up there I'm sending you some virtual ((((Hugs))))))
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